lurves...FELICIA

YSaturday, January 3, 2009Y

12:07 PM

its been a long time since i last updates my blog..its so dead la!! anyway.for those hu have been asking me where i run off to the last 1 month..here it goes..i went america for a month for a holiday la..spent x'mas and new year there..with 14 people in the house..oh gosh pack la! had a lot of fun there..spent a lot(: bought gift for many people..hmmm guess u are thinking hu r the lucky people to receive a gift from me heh?? keep in suspense!! waahhahhaha.do meet up soon dear friends :P

missed a lot of people..everyday i ask myself..how's my boyfriend? is he alright? i damn miss him...
how's felicia.hope she's alright too(: i missed her and i wanna see her soon..i cant wait to get back home..how's her filming?? do fans disturb her again?? make her sad??

hai..have been thinking a lot the past 1 month..since i am going Melbourne study..should i break with me bf? do long distance r/s worked? will our feelings fade? after talking to him we deciding to have a long distance r/s..baobeiix no matter wad 不要忘记我爱你一辈子！永远不分开! 没有你就没有我！！ nothing means more than having u by my side!! <3

another thing i thought was..will i be able to cope with my studies all by myself? i've nvr been left alone for so long before..can i do it without my cousin,Mary Ann?? she has been helping me a lot for the past 3 years+..that i am almost dependent on her..but i told myself that i have to start thinking and stop relying on others..cos things may happen i i will need to defend for myself..thanks a lot cousin! if u have not talked to me and gave a earful..i won't be wad i am today!! thanks so much..and thanks for always being there for me when im emo-ing..cheering me up..playing with me..thanks for treating me like ur small sister!! i will nvr forgrt you!! i love you! (:

dear friends last but not least thanks for always supporting me in whatever i do..your very much love by me....我不会放弃的! i will study hard..i won't let you down!! GAMBETTE!! I WILL MISS YOU GUYS!! i will upload some pic on the next post..take carre..

pandaxiiao misses feli ♥